You know people always wonder what’s going on with someone and don’t do anything about it..they don’t stand up or go up to that person. They don’t try to understand what they’re going through and just start judging them. And people wonder why people feel like leaving this world because instead of having a friend there, they have people judging or not even trying to understand them just a bit. I don’t expect you to agree but at least try to understand that person. And if you’re curious, ask. Don’t judge.

You know people always wonder what’s going on with someone and don’t do anything about it..they don’t stand up or go up to that person. They don’t try to understand what they’re going through and just start judging them. And people wonder why people feel like leaving this world because instead of having a friend there, they have people judging or not even trying to understand them just a bit. I don’t expect you to agree but at least try to understand that person. And if you’re curious, ask. Don’t judge.

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You know people always wonder what’s going on with someone and don’t do anything about it..they don’t stand up or go up to that person. They don’t try to understand what they’re going through and just start judging them. And people wonder why people feel like leaving this world because instead of having a friend there, they have people judging or not even trying to understand them just a bit. I don’t expect you to agree but at least try to understand that person. And if you’re curious, ask. Don’t judge.

The Edge of the Cliff?..

I’m scared for what’s to come & to tell you the truth, I hope I can handle the feelings I have against her..how are things going to be in the future? In a year? Will I look like an idiot again? Will I feel like the lamest person ever again?(by her) Many things are coming up and I’m scared of it all..I don’t know why I feel this way against her and to tell you the truth, no one really understands me..because everyone likes her and sees nothing wrong..maybe I’m just having a mental & emotional argument against me & that version of her. Sometimes I honestly question myself why I feel this way and what can I do to make things better and forget but that never seems to wrk..I wish I could stop things and for things to change but that won’t happen(as much I want to). Maybe I just don’t like people who are so demanding, obnoxious, loud, and just think they have to do everything and take over everything. This is the part where people think I’m crazy and say “well..that sounds kind of mean but she is bossy..”. This is the part when people think I’m mean because I’m taking about how I feel about their friend. Which is understandable but I ask you; as her friend “How can you handle all that? Like dealing w her being bossy and loud? Don’t you ever get tired of it? I mean you get use to it for a bit but doesn’t it annoy you?” . Yes, I know I probably sound like a bitch right now but you know, I wish she wasn’t there sometimes so I wouldn’t have to feel like this and tell people how I feel and just not understand me and think I’m just being mean…I always end up being the bad person because I’m the one who tells people how I honestly feel. And how people would do things for her and be nice to her when she’s so bossy and bitches at them when she’s pissed off..and then there’s me who actually cares and yet I’m invisible..I don’t know how much longer I can take this because I hate this feeling..I guess I honestly don’t understand a thing about it all..to tell you the truth, right now I’m just at the edge of that cliff..